Hey everyone - just wanted to let you all know that I have been reading - just having a hard time commenting lately.
I am back to work -and I HATE it - I miss the kids so much! It feels like I never left because I am right back into the bullshit of things!
The babies are doing great -getting so big - Jenny is sleeping through the night every night now - Nicky is having a harder time.
I am back to not taking care of myself again - living on Coffee - my husband and I have not been getting along too great lately - probably because of the stress - we go through cycles - I guess this is a down swing. Honestly, so much has happened between us in the past that I really think we need to go to counseling - we don't fight about anything really current - just past shit that doesn't go away. It is fucking annoying.
Anyway - enough bullshit.
I am at work right now - so I have to be going - just wanted to let everyone know that I am still here and I will try to comment on blogs as soon as possible.
One side note to the IPP.................HOLY SHIT - DID WE CALL IT OR WHAT!!!!!!!! Google is an amazing creation!!!!
Monday, April 24, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Quick Update before bed
Well, it is 10:30 at night - I have to take a shower before I go to bed because I have to go to work tomorrow. I began work on Monday and right off the bat did a 9 1/2 hour day - so much for easing back into it. Joey said that he was happy that I went back to work so I could make money to buy him toys!!!
The babies went to the doctor today. The details and a link to new pics are at the
baby site .
I am so tired - it has been such a long week and it is only Tuesday!!! I definately did not want to go back to work - holy dose of Mother's guilt! I know it is great that my husband can stay with the babies when I work - but I admit that I am totally jealous of the time he spends with them - no matter that he works at night and I have my own alone time.
Work was just as hectic as always and I got right back into the swing of things - there is so much work it feels like I never left - 8 weeks went by way too fast.
I haven't been updating too much but I do read blogs as much as I possibly can and I comment when I am able. I have been very lax lately and I apologize to everyone. I also don't get on the web at work anymore - I feel like I need to concentrate on work when I am there so that I can forget about it when I get home. Before I left I felt like whenever I was at work, I was worrying about things going on at home and when I was home, I was worrying about work - made me feel totally crazy and I wasn't very productive anywhere! I feel the need to be focused lately - probably because everything has the potential to be so chaotic.
So what is everyone doing for Easter?? I don't really have any plans. We may be going to breakfast at the hotel my sis-in-law works at to see the Easter Bunny but then I think we are having a quiet day at home - which sounds really good right about now.
Well, I think that is about it right now....like I said - I have to take a shower before bed so that I can sleep an extra 15 minutes tomorrow morning.
I will hopefully talk to everyone soon.
Love ya!
The babies went to the doctor today. The details and a link to new pics are at the
baby site .
I am so tired - it has been such a long week and it is only Tuesday!!! I definately did not want to go back to work - holy dose of Mother's guilt! I know it is great that my husband can stay with the babies when I work - but I admit that I am totally jealous of the time he spends with them - no matter that he works at night and I have my own alone time.
Work was just as hectic as always and I got right back into the swing of things - there is so much work it feels like I never left - 8 weeks went by way too fast.
I haven't been updating too much but I do read blogs as much as I possibly can and I comment when I am able. I have been very lax lately and I apologize to everyone. I also don't get on the web at work anymore - I feel like I need to concentrate on work when I am there so that I can forget about it when I get home. Before I left I felt like whenever I was at work, I was worrying about things going on at home and when I was home, I was worrying about work - made me feel totally crazy and I wasn't very productive anywhere! I feel the need to be focused lately - probably because everything has the potential to be so chaotic.
So what is everyone doing for Easter?? I don't really have any plans. We may be going to breakfast at the hotel my sis-in-law works at to see the Easter Bunny but then I think we are having a quiet day at home - which sounds really good right about now.
Well, I think that is about it right now....like I said - I have to take a shower before bed so that I can sleep an extra 15 minutes tomorrow morning.
I will hopefully talk to everyone soon.
Love ya!
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